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it's been quite awhile and boy do i have some stories to tell

So to start off, I made out with a girl for the first time. It was.....different. Very different. In some ways better than kissing a guy XD. In other ways though....it lacked the masculinity that I love about guys. However, this girl was able to find the happy spots on me that guys had never been able to find before. I see that as a win in my books

And of course, I have returned to my favorite hobby of sucking dick again and again. The Pot Head has been more than willing to comply. The most recent time was the most entertaining. I had told him it had to be a quick one, because i had stuff to go take care of. Not even ten seconds after I swallow his load and get off my knees, a teacher walks around the corner to where we were. Best. Fucking. Thing. Ever. Me and pot head started dieing with laughter as soon as the teacher was gone. Needless to say I like to believe this experience of being mere seconds away from trouble has served to bring us closer together

THE FRAKEN-PUTER!!! and more dick sucking

so my A.D.D. wanna be self is gonna make this post hell to write XD. mainly cuz i haven't updated in god only knows how long. part of it is the fact that i had nothing to write about *cough cough dry spell cough cough**. Another part is the fact that i killed my computer's hard drive. HOWEVER, i have a wonderful computer geek father, who managed to bring the Franken-puter back to life. And just for reference, it's called the Franken-puter because the tower has a video card that came from another computer, as well as a hard drive that came from yet another computer, a mismatched monitor, and we have no clue where the speakers, mouse, or keyboard came from. It is the Frankenstein of computers: the Franken-puter. God knows I love this thing to death, despite its frequent problems.

Onto the even better part of the post. From the 8th to the 26th, my poor poor mouth had to endure a no sucking period as me and Pot Head were unable to find a time in order to engage in the wonderful activity. I had actually begun to think that he had forgotten me or moved onto someone better at giving head. Then he texts me right before midterms, asking if i can do it again. WORST TIMING EVER!!!!!!!. During midterms, we have two classes a day. And mine and his schedules were totaly non worakble as it was. Also, midterms were split so that we had the weekend in between. AND there was a day off school the day afterwards. THERE WAS NO WAY I WOULD BE ABLE TO BLOW HIM FOR LIKE A WEEK!!!!!!!!!!.

The universe intervened on behalf of my mouth however. The last day of midterms, I was supposed to be able to sleep in since I had none for 7th period. I get woken up by the wonderful text from him: What midterm u got today?. This leads to a wonderful discussion between us, and we determine that I would go to school early, since he was late to his midterm and would half to retake it.

Now the only thing that bothers me is that I have to replan what I was going to wear. I WANTED to bum it, in baggy kahki pants with a long sleeved baggy gray shirt. But no....I need to look cute if I'm sucking dick. SO.......very low cut red cami under a tight dark red zip up hoodie with tight jeans. Ya...I looked hot XD

So ya I get to school after making sure I look cute enough. He texts me to meet him in "the spot". What the fuck? Are you selling me drugs or getting head? I let it pass though cuz hey, I'm gonna get a dick in my mouth. He gets there like a minute after I do. And DAMN HES HARD ALREADY!. I don't even say a word to him, just drop to my knees and take him in my mouth. My mind and memory played tricks on me, so I only remembered it wasnt big and thought it would be small but ahhhhhhhhhhh nice and perfect sized dick. I had my hair pulled back into a ponytail, and he patted it back and forth, said he likes it this way, then used it to pull my head back and push it down farther on his dick. i LOVE it when he does this. So hot and soooooo dirty.

Once again with this guy, he comes quickly. LIke not even five minutes. But damn gotta love that mouthful of cum! So sweet tasting and goes down nice and smooth. And for a douche he gets polite right before he comes. Always lets me know when its gonna happen, in case i decide I dont want to swallow. Hell this time he even asked me if I was ready for it. And...heres where I get embaressed. I fucking NODDED. I always wanted to try that sexy mhm noise while sucking his dick that supposedly vibrates the sound into his dick and gives him a niiiiiiiiiice feeling. but no. I fucking NOD. Ah well....guess theres always next time.

After he came I had every intention of goin until he came again. We had a whole fucking hour until the next exam. I figured it would take him about 15 minutes to full recharge. But no. A few minutes later he sees someone coming from outside towards the door we're near. And it freaks him out cuz he doesnt want to get caught. That fucking pussy thats the FUN of it almost getting caught. But alas he decides we should stop. klsdflksdfklsdjfsd.

8 out of 10

So...i pulled an all nighter to finish a lab report. Only thing that got me through it was the thought of the nice dick that was waiting for me at school. And of course theres a snow delay.

So i got all worried thinking Pot Head might not even bother with school that day. But then i get a text from him, asking if I'm still up for it. OF COURSE I AM! So we meet in the same stairwell we met up in last time, and we actually stayed in that one instead of going to a different one (which reminds me I plan to defile every stairwell without a camera before I graduate).

This time he insisted on seeing my tits before I gave him head XD. And of course I have no problem taking my shirt off in the school building, even though he said I don't have to completely take it off. But I swear the minute my shirt and bra were off he was on them, sucking and squeezing them. Sadly, we heard people coming down the stairs, so I put my shirt back on just in case anyone actually went back there.

Then we got to the good stuff. He had showed up with a hard on (I felt it when I gave him a hug hello), so it was ready for me when I took it in my mouth. God, I love giving him head, he always comes so quickly for me. His dick isn't that big (my estimate is somewhere between 5 and 6 inches), but I like it since it's manageble.

He always tells me when he's about to come, just in case I dont want it in my mouth. Not that I would ever spit it out. That would just be rude. And I was surprised by his taste. Last time he came in the back of my throat so I didn't really get a good taste of it. But today, I felt him coming on my tongue. I thought he would taste bad because of all the drugs and alcohol. But he didn't taste to bad. I kind of liked it actually.

Anways...later on I was talking to a friend and i mentioned the fact that Pot Head always comes so quickly. We agreed that I'm either good at giving head, or he's hyper-sensitive. So I texted him, asking him how good I am at giving head. His answer: your good, I give you a 8 outta 10. YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. Alright theres room for improvement. But still. I'M GOOD AT GIVING HEAD!!! Now I know if he ever tells anyone I gave him head, at least he'll be saying I gave him good head XD

Can't wait till tomorrow XD

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I haven't given Pot Head head since before christmas break. He wanted it the next day again (perfect way to stroke my ego), but i had a sore throat (NOT from deep throating, i had caught a cold :P). Then that shit happened where Wife and Crazy Mexican and Dildo and even Jesus Freak wanted me to try and get in a relationship with Pot Head. And Tweetie Bird talked to him and then told me Pot Head isn't looking for a realtionship.


WELL DUH. I already KNEW that. But i let them get me to have false hope blah blah blah then it hurt when I find this out. And i was afraid that I had lost the perfect playtoy. And I was even sadder.

But then, I was sitting in 4th period today. My phone vibrates from a text message. I figured it was my dear sweet Wife. But nope. It's Pot Head. And he wants to know when its going to happen again. I was a little iffy at first, cuz I don't want to just be used and discarded again. Then I decided, what the hell, I had fun last time.

So after thinking about what classes I can cut tomorrow (even though tomorrow is only five minutes away as i write this, tomorrow will probably be here by the time i hit publish), we agreed that we'll skip first period. Sooooooooooooooooooooo.................I'mm doing a happy dance! Because in only a few hours....I GET A DICK IN MY MOUTH!!!

I dont know where your tongue has been

So I was talking to Sexy German online. And Greek God was over at his house and said hi. I made some comment back and told Sexy German to tell Greek God I was sticking my tongue out at him.

Greek God's response: Don't do that. I don't know where thats been.

I got PISSED. Those kinds of things are just not nice to say. True, he doesnt know everywhere its been. Like....on Pot Head's dick ((oohhhhh that brings back memories)). But come on. Greek God ate out one girl their third day in a relationship. And he talks about where MY tongue has been. SO not fair

Dumpster GIrl

So a few nights, I was hanging out with some friends (Crazy Mexican, Sexy German, Greek God, and some of the MilfTown Crew). We went to go get dinner at TGIFridays. I was talking to Crazy Mexican, and we overheard Sexy German telling a somewhat new member of the group what everyone's nicknames were. I mentioned to Mexican that there weren't really any nicknames for me from Sexy German, and she said that him and Greek God could be mean about me sometimes. Apparently, they referred to me once before as....."dumpster girl".

Ok. I had sex up against a dumpster. Probably not the most sanitary thing I've ever done. But...dumpster girl? Really? It sounds so...trashy. Gross. Disgusting. Big surprise I was crying in the car when Sexy German was driving me home later. I didn't tell him what was wrong either, but he was able to pick up on the fact that he had screwed up somehow. When we got to my house, he said he was sorry and forced a hug on me. As a result...I ended up SOBBING in his arms.

Ya, ok maybe not the best response. Being called names doesn't bother me, right? Well, every so often, a name comes along that hurts more than the rest. This one did. It really did make me feel like a piece of trash. I'm fine now...but it's shit like this that makes it hard to love sex

Im not a slut, I'm a nympho

I've been called a slut for as long as I remember. Even before I got my first kiss. Well....i was doing anal before I got my first kiss. But that's besides the point. The point is, for the longest time I believed it. But not anymore. I just love sexual things. My experience is limited still, since I'm only just now starting to embrace who I am. And that's a nympho.

Ok, maybe not a text book case nymphomaniac. But I'm a nympho in the sense that its like on my mind ALWAYS. Sure, sometimes it takes a backburner, but it's always a nagging thought. And I don't do it because I'm a damaged girl who needs sex to feel better about emotional problems. I do it for the joys of doing it. I'm sexually liberated and free.

Even of my closest friends, no one seems to understand that. Everyone seems to believe that I should be a goody goody girl, who only has sex with guys I'm in a relationship with. Screw relationships. I LIKE giving head to a guy I barely know during school. It's fun and it gives me a rush. So I'm done fighting it. I'm done trying to change for anyone. If i find a guy who can appreciate this side of me, ya I'll try for a relationship. But I'm not gonna hide this just to get that one good guy.