I've been called a slut for as long as I remember. Even before I got my first kiss. Well....i was doing anal before I got my first kiss. But that's besides the point. The point is, for the longest time I believed it. But not anymore. I just love sexual things. My experience is limited still, since I'm only just now starting to embrace who I am. And that's a nympho.
Ok, maybe not a text book case nymphomaniac. But I'm a nympho in the sense that its like on my mind ALWAYS. Sure, sometimes it takes a backburner, but it's always a nagging thought. And I don't do it because I'm a damaged girl who needs sex to feel better about emotional problems. I do it for the joys of doing it. I'm sexually liberated and free.
Even of my closest friends, no one seems to understand that. Everyone seems to believe that I should be a goody goody girl, who only has sex with guys I'm in a relationship with. Screw relationships. I LIKE giving head to a guy I barely know during school. It's fun and it gives me a rush. So I'm done fighting it. I'm done trying to change for anyone. If i find a guy who can appreciate this side of me, ya I'll try for a relationship. But I'm not gonna hide this just to get that one good guy.
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